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Juniper Suzette

this journal is friends-only, sorry.




I usually only friend people I know in real life because I talk about some delicate issues, and therefore play this close to the heart.

But feel free to drop me a note, and we can talk.

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ilu so much right now, you are hilarious. :D
YAY! So are you. :D HUZZAH efw
Add?
Okay. Seeing as you routinely crack me up on efw and your music blog is highly nifty... do you terribly mind adding me?
Hah, I do? Awesome. Sometimes I think I'm only amusing myself there. Anyway, sure, I added you. I only request the same courtesy.
Well, I'm not entirely sure I "get" efw but I sure do spend a lot of time there.

Anyway, I'd love to read your journal, if you don't mind. And if you truly do want a postcard, you can email your address to me at mcaricofe AT gmail DOT com.

I'm random, like the elephants.
Like checking out that new restaurant or returning those shoes that don't fit, friending you is something I keep meaning to do, but never quite got around to. Well, now I finally have. I'm intrigued by the idea of you writing in first-person!
Consider yourself added. diego001vouched for you. He said you're at least as paranoid as I am (clearly, since I pretty much only friend people that I A) know IRL or B) can be vouched for by someone i know IRL.) [ Insert relevant Nirvana lyric here ]

At this rate, though, by the end of the year, 50% of my LJ friends will be from EFW.
Have seen you in other fashion communities, and would like to invite you to fashion_istas
Active fashion and style community, we would love to see you there :]

Sorry if this wasnt wanted :[
Took a peek in your journal. JRM fan, I see. Seen August Rush I would guess (saw it twice). Add if you want.
I actually did not see it! I guess I'm more of a fan of the older stuff, like The Governess and Velvet Goldmine. Oooh, I did love Match Point though!
I want to read your journal. but I really don't write in mine, or have any business being in yours. so you can just pretend you don't see this if you want to.
I was about to lie and say "I don't write anything worth reading," but if that was true, it wouldn't be f'locked where mothers and employers cannot pry. I usually only add if I know you IRL, or someone I know IRL can vouch for you. Paranoia! The wave of the future! However, there are still may lovely ways to stalk me (see: links on the left).

I think I saw you in the TESC comm. Are you interested in the tMG show? I am not a TESC student.
hey, this is ben, i'm the guy who asked if you could help out with my recording project. You said you played clarinet, right? do you have any jazz or improvisational experience? im working on a jazz song and would like to see if you could help. thanks again.
I do, but only in the technical sense. My Jazz experience goes back to the 8th grade... and that's where it stayed, because I was admittedly pretty bad at it. I tend to stick to the sheet music in front of me, sorry.
let me down, let me down, let me down gently
when the police come to get me
i'm listenin' to dance music

WIN

YOU HAVE SPOKEN THE OBVIOUSLY NOT-SO-SECRET PASSWORD

YOU MAY ENTER

is this maddie?

hey is this maddie
this is heather if it is.

x

Re: is this maddie?

Hi, sorry, but the princess is in another castle this isn't Maddie! My name is June.
I gave you a book, so it only seems fitting that you should add me. :D
Yo. Hm. I think I will add you in a few weeks maybe. I'm going through some pretty heavy life stuff right now, being worked out with my nearest and dearest in LJ. That's a sort of learning curve that is kind of a rude introduction. I don't think it portrays me in a very kind or accurate light. At best it'd be a disservice for you to jump into that right now. Give me some time and I'll come back and add you for sure. Just... not right now. Sorry.

hey june

i just saw you in the comments of miranda's journal, and of course i recognized the picture from webster hall. i thought i'd say hi!

hope all is well..

Re: hey june

ohai

i added you. i've been better, but I hope you're well as well.
Hey, you have WWU in your user-pics. Uhm, not that I go, went, or will go there or anything. But I love Bellingham. So, hi!
Hi! Sorry, I just now got this. :P You're familiar with Bellingham? I lived there 1999-2003.
waiwaiwai did you take me off ur franz list
I think it was several months ago. I just hadn't heard from you in a looooooooooooong time and thought you basically just abandoned your journal or whatever. I'd be happy to add you back!
Hi! I'm moving my reply to your SUFJAN BEAT comment over here to your personal journal because I didn't know if you were still tracking comments over at sufjan. But that SB cover was featured over at BuzzFeed: http://www.buzzfeed.com/awesomer/sufjan-beat-cci

And the source of the SB spoof cover is here: http://www.sufjanbeat.com/

But I have a feeling I'm telling you stuff you already know. I apologize for that.
Those were all new links to me! Thanks!
Hi! I see you're a member of the first Jeff Buckley community, but since I see that it's bitten the dust, I invite you to a Jeff community that's not moderated. Please join and post! :) jeffbuckleyfans

words...

My life has been far too introspective for even my tastes, lately. Seeing as how while our time was brief, I did believe you had more of an understanding of me than most, I'm just going to go with the short version. In the early hours of Sunday the 21st, after finally reaching such a low point that Rachel (who I actually managed to be with nearly six years) couldn't take it anymore and said she was leaving. I was freaking out and my anxiety levels were strong so I tried to get her to at least spend the night in the bed and then figure it out in the morning. That didn't happen. I went out to the living room couch and drank a couple more beers, nearly certain of what was going to happen next. Half a year before I'd procured what all research indicated would be a lethal dose of phenobarbital. In the moment, I was struck by the fact that giving up on life also released all care about life. I was cold, clinical. I thought about writing a note but didn't have the energy to do so. Besides, after watching me slide downhill for the last two years, I doubt there would be any real questions. I didn't even care about the hallucinations I could hear outside insisting they had keys and would be calling the ambulance immediately.

I finished my beer. I swallowed the ninety or so which, from all I'd researched, are very hard to screw up at that dosage. Then I drifted off to sleep. No saddness. No last minute panic. No pain. It felt like I'd had a bit too much to drink and a sleeping pill and would be up in the morning.

The morning of the 24th, the day after my birthday, I had a dream that I was trying to fix my computer. I was trying this, that and the other, attempting to fix a bios issue. Then everything went X FIles and I was surrounded by people talking quickly and shining bright lights in my face. As it donned on me that it was extremely unlikely this was some sort of dream state while I faded from life, I was initially pissed.

I'm going to stop writing now. I'm doing reasonably better. I'm back down in Olympia now (though aren't you far away?) and I'm trying to reestablish friendships with people because, as you know, I tend to find a stupid way to fuck them up. So online or in person, I would love to see you again.

Pablo
I think that is right bout that. Nice info and thanks. Need to get in google feed.

found your site on del.icio.us today and really liked it.. i bookmarked it and will be back to check it out some more later

found your site on del.icio.us today and really liked it.. i bookmarked it and will be back to check it out some more later

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